Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Happy New Year

12/31/13 – I was recently posed a question in a book I was reading.

“What do you think is bigger, your disease or God?”

Of course, God is infinite; there is nothing that comes close to God.

The author followed up saying; if you believe in God… and you believe that all things are possible with God… than at anytime God can heal you. 

I processed that for a short while and I couldn't agree with it more.

I think that is such a grand thought and I wanted to leave it with you as we approach the New Year.  

I also wanted to thank everyone for all their support and wish you a Very Happy, Healthy New Year to you and your families.

Below is a YouTube link to a song called “What Faith Can Do.” Give it a listen, I think it truly fits well with our grand thought of the day. Enjoy!


What Faith Can Do
Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think it’s more than you can take
But you are stronger, stronger than you know
Don’t you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

It doesn't matter what you've heard
Impossible is not a word
It’s just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody’s scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It’ll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

Overcome the odds
You do have a chance
 (That’s what faith can do)
When the world says you can’t
It’ll tell you that you can!

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do
That's what faith can do!

Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise

  
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

More to come…

Monday, December 30, 2013

Day +33

12/30/13 – Can you believe that I am 1/3 of the way to the 100 day milestone? You may be thinking... so what's the big deal about “Day 100?” Day 100 is a milestone that many stem cell transplant recipients circle boldly on their calendars as the turning point in their recovery. That’s when the greatest risk for critical side effects is past and when the stem cells have en-grafted and begun making new blood cells. It is also important because it is a time when my doctors can begin to run test to see where I stand with my MCL. The 100 day mark is by no means the end all, be all… I will be continued to be checked and treated for years to come. More specifically, by the end of the first year, my immune system should return to normal and my body should begin to produce blood cells normally again. About 1–2 years after my stem cell transplant, I will likely need to be immunized with vaccines that are commonly given in childhood (such as polio and measles vaccines).

Another “important” aspect of hitting the 100 day milestone is that it could mean that I will be allowed to venture out, see people, go to church, and possibly even get to eat at restaurants.

But, I guess I shouldn’t get too far ahead of myself. So, you may be wondering how I am doing now? My last two appointments showed that my counts are still on track and even have climbed into normal ranges. The one area that was not so great was my Creatinine level which is running high. This typically means that I am not getting enough fluids which can have an adverse effect on my kidneys. I had to receive fluids by IV at my last appointment. My take away from this is that I need to drink more liquids. I was told to try and drink 3 liters of water per day. I think I have been doing this and I am looking forward to see my results at my next appointment.

With just typical things, my energy seems a little lower than usual and I am still struggling with my appetite and a slight case of nausea. I definitely eat for fuel versus enjoyment. Since the transplant I have lost about 25 pounds. The good news is this seems to be stabilizing and I have been at the same weight for the last few days. I am sure I’ll get passed this soon. After all, food is way too good to miss out on for too long.

Overall, I feel great and I am excited about my awesome progress.

My next appointment at the Cancer Center is Tuesday, December 31th.

Every moving thing that lives shall be food for you. And as I gave you the green plants, I give you everything.

More to come…

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Merry Christmas

12/24/13 – I had two more checkups since my last update and my counts continue to be on track. So much so I earned a “Rich, you are the man!” and "You are perfect” from the nurse practitioners. I have truly been blessed with a good stem cell transplant experience so far. Here I am at Day +27 and all is good. What better Christmas present could I have been given?

Allow me to wish everyone a Very Merry Christmas to you and your families.

My next appointment at the Cancer Center is Thursday, December 26th.

An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified.  But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people.  Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord.  This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger."  Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying,  "Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace to men on whom his favor rests.
Luke 2:9-14

More to come…

Monday, December 16, 2013

Day +19

12/16/13 – I had another good day at the John Theurer Cancer Center. My WBC count is up to 5.2 and my platelets are 239. 

Regarding me feeling anemic, my Red Blood Cells were up to 3.27 (normal range is 4.70 – 6.10) and my Hemoglobin count was up to 10.1 (normal range is 14.0 – 18.0). This will go a long way in reducing any anemia I have experienced. The even better news is that my body is doing all of this on its own… without the help of any kind of infusions.

On top of that, making a good day a great one, my triple lumen catheter was removed today. It certainly served its purpose but having the tubes hanging from your shoulder does get annoying after a while… but now I am free from that.

As they were getting ready to remove the catheter, Dr. Donato said, 
“Now let’s make sure that you don’t go crazy doing things, after all you are still a baby.” 
True I am still a baby, but I am a very blessed one.

My next appointment at the Cancer Center is Thursday, December 19th.

"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly.”
John 10:10

More to come…

Friday, December 13, 2013

Day +16

12/13/13 – I had my 2nd outpatient appointment at the John Theurer Cancer Center at Hackensack University Medical Center today and my counts continue to be very good. My White Blood Cell count is now 4.5 which is actually considered normal. My platelets are 161 which also falls within the normal range. 
I have been feeling a bit tired and sometimes light headed.  This was explained by my counts which show I am anemic (low red blood cell count). This was no surprise to the folks at the cancer center and it’s actually expected for where I am in the process. 
All in all, it was a great appointment today.

 One question I have been getting a lot is when can I have visitors. I brought this up with my nurse practitioner and she offered this.

Before someone can visit you, you need to ask them the following:
  • Are you sick? If yes, you cannot visit
  • Do you have allergies? If yes, you cannot visit
  • Have you been around anyone who has been sick? If yes, you cannot visit
  • Is anyone in your household sick? If yes, you cannot visit
  • Has anyone in your household been around anyone who has been sick? If yes, you cannot visit
  • Did you have a flu shot? If “no”, you cannot visit
 I guess it all comes down to “it’s better safe than sorry.”

In my last post I mentioned that my hair was starting to fall out and that I was undecided on whether to shave my head or not. Well, since then my hair started to fall out in large clumps, which was getting very itchy, So… yes I shaved my head. Of course we are experiencing the coldest days of the year here in New Jersey and my head is feeling very cold. I guess this is why God created hats… to keep our heads warm. 

My next appointment at the Cancer Center is Monday, December 16th.

And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:7 

More to come…

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Day +14

12/11/13 – WOW, it is already 2 weeks since my stem cell transplant. On one regard it feels like it was yesterday but now that I am home and I am feeling very comfortable with my surroundings, it seems like it was a long time ago.

Yesterday I received, what I believe was, my last dose of Rituxan. Going forward I will need to be at the John Theurer Cancer Center at Hackensack University Medical Center every Monday and Thursday for the foreseeable future. The transplant team need to keep on top of how i am doing. My counts need to be constantly monitored being there is a chance that they will go up and down over the next few months. In addition they will be checking me for any number of things that my arise and take whatever appropriate action is necessary.

Speaking of counts, they did go up again yesterday. My white blood cell count was 3.5. I am closing in on normal which is between 4 and 11.

Another important count that will be monitored closely is my platelets. They are also beginning to climb. On the day of my release they were at 46 and yesterday they were 115. The normal range for platelets is 150 to 400.

I guess I have one other update. Yes, my hair is starting to fall out. I had thought after 18 days in the hospital that maybe it wouldn't happen but the nurses always said "give it a couple of weeks and it will fall out." Well they were right. Now I just have to decide when it’s time to shave it all off. In the scheme of things, it’s only hair. After all I have been given to gift of life. What’s better than that?

My next appointment at the Cancer Center is Friday, December 13th.

A joyful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.
Proverbs 17:22

More to come…


Sunday, December 8, 2013

The Power of Prayer

12/8/13 – Yesterday my WBC count was 0.2 after my first neupogen shot. Today my counts climbed to 1.2 after my second shot. 

Do you know what that means? For one thing it means that my new immune system has en-grafted with me. This also means that I get to go home today.

I will have to be at the John Theurer Cancer Center at Hackensack University Medical Center on Tuesday, December 10th to get Rituxan as an outpatient.

I have really done well with this first step of my stem cell transplant. Part of it is due to my doctors and nurses who really know what they are doing. The other part of it is that I truly know how many people that have been praying for me and prayer is VERY POWERFUL. All I can say to all of you who prayed for me is THANK YOU!!!

And whatever you ask in prayer, you will receive, if you have faith.”
Matthew 21:22 

More to come…

Saturday, December 7, 2013

Day +10

12/7/13 – As I am going through this process and attempting to blog about it, I am finding that it is long, slow process where thing don’t change much from day to day.

Saying this, here is an update:
I am still in the hospital and feel well. I do have a nagging cough but from what I recall from 2008, I always had a cough while in the hospital. I guess I just need to get home.

Yesterday I received my first neupogen shot and will get one every day until my WBC count in 1.0. This morning I was at 0.2. My doctor is predicting that I may be able to go home sometime next week. 

Once I get home I will need to be back at the John Theurer Cancer Center at Hackensack University Medical Center 2 to 3 times per week. Also when I am home I will need to be very cautious with germs and bacteria and I will not be allowed to go out to public places. This is all because my new immune system is still developing. The best advice anyone could get is to wash your hands after everything you do. This goes for me and for all people around me. The biggest risks I will face when I go home are infections and graft versus host disease. Being my donor is not a 100% match, it is very likely I will have graft versus host at some level. The good news is that my doctors see it all the time and know how to treat it.

Overall I feel very blessed for all the great and caring people around me. My family, friends, doctors and nurses. I cannot thank them enough.

"You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt has become tasteless, how will it be made salty again? It is good for nothing anymore, except to be thrown out and trampled under foot by men. "You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. "Nor do men light a lamp, and put it under the peck-measure, but on the lampstand; and it gives light to all who are in the house. "Let your light shine before men in such a way that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven.
Matthew 5:13-16

More to come…

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Day +6 from Transplant

12/3/13 – Today I will be getting a dose of Rituxan. In addition I will get Methotrexate (which I also had on Day +1 and Day +3).

The process seems to be progressing just fine. The rest of my time in the hospital will consist of:
  • Starting Neupogen on Day +9
  • Methotrexate on Day +11
  • Rituxan on Day + 13
 So you may be wondering, when do I get to go home? Really the key is my white blood cell counts and avoiding getting an infection. My WBC count must be at least 1.o for me to be released. As of yesterday I was still zero (which is normal for where I am in the process). I have to believe that once I start getting Neupogen that my counts show rise fairly quickly (at least that is the hope).  My hospital stay calendar is showing that there is a possibility that the Rituxan I get on Day +13 could actually be as an outpatient. Boy, would that be great or what? The key is that I need to be patient and let the process run its course and when I get out of here… I get out of here. I guess there is a reason they call us “patients”.

Rest in the LORD and wait patiently for Him; Do not fret because of him who prospers in his way, Because of the man who carries out wicked schemes. Cease from anger, and forsake wrath; Do not fret, it leads only to evildoing. For evildoers will be cut off, But those who wait for the LORD, they will inherit the land.
Psalm 37:7-9

More to come…

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Bubble Boy

12/1/13 – How often after hearing: “your white blood cell count is zero” would you respond with a “GREAT!” Yesterday when I me t with my doctors I was told that all my number are where they are expected to be. My WBC counts have hit zero, and as strange as that may sound, it is where they should be at this point. With today being day 4 after my transplant, it could take another 10 days or so for my counts to begin to rise.

I must stay diligent on keeping the process moving in the right direction through daily exercising, eating well, performing mouth care, breathing exercises and being upbeat and positive. I am pretty good at the being upbeat and positive part. With another couple of week in the hospital I will be trying to make all the other things part of my daily routine.

Of course the 800 pound gorilla in the room is the risk of infection. We just need to be smart with this. I can’t take any unnecessary risks and certainly friends and family will need to keep away from me for a while. My wife, Sue, always refers to this as keeping me in a bubble. So I guess I will be Bubble Boy for now.

For thou hast been a shelter for me, [and] a strong tower from the enemy.
More to come…


Friday, November 29, 2013

Like a New Born Baby

11/29/13 – I am trying to ask as many questions of my doctors so I can have a better idea what is ahead of me. Yesterday when I asked one of the doctors he said: “You are like a new born baby, you have no immune system and you have to give it time to develop.” It seems that once the stem cells are infused in takes about 14 days for them to find their way to where they need to go.

Speaking to another doctor I was told that my white cell counts will go down before they start to rise. A little at a time my counts will start to increase but this is not something that happens overnight. Once I hit 100 days after the transplant the expectation is that I should begin to see some stability with my new immune system… but that is by no means the end. I will still need to be monitored to make sure I am not running into issues like graft versus host disease.

To find more information on the process I logged onto BETHEMATCH.org Here is some interesting information I found:

Early recovery: Days 30-100: This can be a time of transition in your recovery. You will probably be leaving the hospital though you will still receive frequent outpatient care at your transplant center. Your transplant team will continue to care for you and watch you closely for infections and other problems.
After your new cells engraft (begin to grow and create new blood cells for your body), your blood cell counts will begin to improve and your immune system will become stronger. This can be a time of transition in your recovery. You will probably be leaving the hospital though you will still receive frequent outpatient care at your transplant center.
You will, however, still be weaker than normal for many months. The risk for complications from the transplant is highest during the first 100 days after your transplant. Your transplant team will continue to care for you and watch you closely for infections and other problems. They will also give you guidelines to follow to help prevent infections. If you have any symptoms, you should contact your doctor right away.

After leaving the hospital: Sometime during the first 100 days, after you have engrafted and you’re able to take oral medications, you will probably be able to leave the hospital and receive your care as an outpatient. You will play an important role in your own health care. When you leave the hospital, you will need to:
·        Closely follow guidelines to reduce the risk of life-threatening infections and other complications.
·        Take all of your medications exactly as prescribed.
·        Eat healthfully. Follow your medical team’s instructions for safe eating and food handling. This will help you reduce your infection risk and regain your strength. 
·        Call your doctor right away if you have any symptoms or signs of infection.
Each patient will have a different experience transitioning to outpatient care. For some patients the transition is smooth while many others may experience symptoms, side effects, or complications that require re-entry into the hospital. It is common for patients to re-enter the hospital to be treated for symptoms and side effects after transplant. Of course, not all patients need to re-enter the hospital.
In your first weeks or months after you leave the hospital, you will go to the outpatient clinic often, perhaps even daily, for care. If you travel to a transplant center far from home, expect to stay near your transplant center for treatment for at least the first 100 days and until any complications are resolved.
Since you’re going to be very tired post-transplant, your caregiver will be looking after your daily needs.

Here are some things you can do to rebuild your health and strength:
·        Get enough rest. You will be tired because your body will be working hard to recover from the intense treatment you received during your transplant.
·        Get some exercise every day, as you are able. Many people who have had a transplant say it helped them to get up and walk each day, even if they could only walk a short distance. Over time your strength will grow and you will be able to do more.
·        Be patient with yourself and with the time it may take for your body to heal.

After your transplant, your immune system will be very weak. This is caused both by the preparative regimen you received before your transplant and by the drugs taken after your transplant, such as those used to prevent a complication called graft-versus-host disease (GVHD). GVHD is a common complication of a transplant from an unrelated donor.   

Things to keep in mind about infections:
·        Most infections happen in the first 100 days after transplant, but they remain a risk as long as your immune system is weak. 
·        Infections can be very serious and even life-threatening in some cases, so your transplant team will watch you closely for signs of infections. 
·        You will receive medications to reduce your risk of infections. 
·        You and your caregiver’s awareness of the symptoms and signs of infection are the first and most important line of defense against serious and life-threatening infections after you leave the hospital. If you have any signs of an infection, for example a fever, tell your transplant team right away. It is important to treat infections quickly.

After a transplant, your immune system will not be at full strength, even after one to two years. You may still need to take anti-infection drugs. Patients who get GVHD may have weak immune systems for even longer because of the medicines used to treat GVHD.

Acute graft-versus-host disease: Graft-versus-host disease (GVHD) is a common complication after an allogeneic transplant, a transplant in which cells from a family member, unrelated donor or cord blood unit are used. In GVHD, the immune cells from the donated marrow or cord blood (the graft) attack the body of the transplant patient (the host).
GVHD that appears in the first 100 days after transplant is called acute GVHD. When GVHD occurs later, it is called chronic GVHD.

Certainly from everything I am hearing I will need to exercise extreme patience through this process. I will do everything I can to keep myself active with the goal of avoiding being bored. The key will be to keep my spirits up. With all the support I have available to me, I am sure this is something I will be able to do. 

 “… As for that in the good soil, they are those who, hearing the word, hold it fast in an honest and good heart, and bear fruit with patience.” (Jesus speaking in the parable of the sower)
Luke 8:15 

More to come…


Thursday, November 28, 2013

Happy Thanksgiving

11/28/13 – Yesterday I was up at the crack of dawn to start preparing for my big transplant day. I guess the process of preparing the stem cells took a little longer than I thought it would be because the infusion of the stem cell started at 3:05PM. By 4:00PM it was done. During the infusion I seemed to handle everything well but once it was done I did have the chills pretty bad. In addition, I am extremely tired. The nurses told me that this is to be expected that I will be like this for a few days. Also, I have no appetite whatsoever.

With today being Thanksgiving, my wife and daughters will be coming to the hospital with some holiday foods. I’ll try my best to taste what they bring but I have to be careful I do not cause myself to have an upset stomach. I am sure no matter what I eat that this will be a great day. Anytime you are with the people you love it’s a great day.

I truly have so much to be thankful for. I have the best family ever, fantastic friends and so many people who care for me. Also, I have this new exciting opportunity with my stem cell transplant.

Praise the LORD. Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever.
Psalm 106:1 

More to come…


Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Transplant Day – Take 2

11/27/13 – One of the nurses came into my room early to wish me an early “Happy Birthday”. I said “Happy Birthday?” and she responded sure, today is your Transplant Day and many patients use it as their new birthday.

As cool as that sounds, I love my birthday. I was born on March 17th which is St. Patrick’s Day. That is one on the best party days of the year. There is no way I am giving up that day….. BUT, I am completely cool with adding another celebration day to my calendar. My family and I actually celebrate the day I was diagnosed with Mantle Cell Lymphoma. We wanted to turn something bad into something great so we always do something special on that day.

So, you bet I will add today as a new day to celebrate because I truly understand the reason why one would use their transplant date as a birthday. It is all about renewing life, giving someone like me another chance to live a full, healthy life. The awesome people who are willing to donate their bone marrow/stem cells are certainly people of great compassion, charity and kindness. I cannot thank my donor enough for his willingness to help someone he does not know. Maybe someday I will be able to thank him personally.

Every day is a gift and should be celebrated.

“Clap your hands, all peoples! Shout to God with loud songs of joy!”
Psalms 47:1 

More to come…


Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Transplant Day DELAYED

11/26/13 – It always interested me on the whole logistics on how the donor’s stems cells are moved across the country, world or wherever they come from. Well I learned a little bit about it today. The stem cells will not arrive in Hackensack, NJ until later tonight, probably due to some bad weather. This means that my stem cell transplant will now happen tomorrow.

It reminds me of the old Woody Allen quote: “If you want to make God laugh, tell him about your plans.” 

"Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer." 
Romans 12:12

More to come…

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