Friday, November 29, 2013

Like a New Born Baby

11/29/13 – I am trying to ask as many questions of my doctors so I can have a better idea what is ahead of me. Yesterday when I asked one of the doctors he said: “You are like a new born baby, you have no immune system and you have to give it time to develop.” It seems that once the stem cells are infused in takes about 14 days for them to find their way to where they need to go.

Speaking to another doctor I was told that my white cell counts will go down before they start to rise. A little at a time my counts will start to increase but this is not something that happens overnight. Once I hit 100 days after the transplant the expectation is that I should begin to see some stability with my new immune system… but that is by no means the end. I will still need to be monitored to make sure I am not running into issues like graft versus host disease.

To find more information on the process I logged onto BETHEMATCH.org Here is some interesting information I found:

Early recovery: Days 30-100: This can be a time of transition in your recovery. You will probably be leaving the hospital though you will still receive frequent outpatient care at your transplant center. Your transplant team will continue to care for you and watch you closely for infections and other problems.
After your new cells engraft (begin to grow and create new blood cells for your body), your blood cell counts will begin to improve and your immune system will become stronger. This can be a time of transition in your recovery. You will probably be leaving the hospital though you will still receive frequent outpatient care at your transplant center.
You will, however, still be weaker than normal for many months. The risk for complications from the transplant is highest during the first 100 days after your transplant. Your transplant team will continue to care for you and watch you closely for infections and other problems. They will also give you guidelines to follow to help prevent infections. If you have any symptoms, you should contact your doctor right away.

After leaving the hospital: Sometime during the first 100 days, after you have engrafted and you’re able to take oral medications, you will probably be able to leave the hospital and receive your care as an outpatient. You will play an important role in your own health care. When you leave the hospital, you will need to:
·        Closely follow guidelines to reduce the risk of life-threatening infections and other complications.
·        Take all of your medications exactly as prescribed.
·        Eat healthfully. Follow your medical team’s instructions for safe eating and food handling. This will help you reduce your infection risk and regain your strength. 
·        Call your doctor right away if you have any symptoms or signs of infection.
Each patient will have a different experience transitioning to outpatient care. For some patients the transition is smooth while many others may experience symptoms, side effects, or complications that require re-entry into the hospital. It is common for patients to re-enter the hospital to be treated for symptoms and side effects after transplant. Of course, not all patients need to re-enter the hospital.
In your first weeks or months after you leave the hospital, you will go to the outpatient clinic often, perhaps even daily, for care. If you travel to a transplant center far from home, expect to stay near your transplant center for treatment for at least the first 100 days and until any complications are resolved.
Since you’re going to be very tired post-transplant, your caregiver will be looking after your daily needs.

Here are some things you can do to rebuild your health and strength:
·        Get enough rest. You will be tired because your body will be working hard to recover from the intense treatment you received during your transplant.
·        Get some exercise every day, as you are able. Many people who have had a transplant say it helped them to get up and walk each day, even if they could only walk a short distance. Over time your strength will grow and you will be able to do more.
·        Be patient with yourself and with the time it may take for your body to heal.

After your transplant, your immune system will be very weak. This is caused both by the preparative regimen you received before your transplant and by the drugs taken after your transplant, such as those used to prevent a complication called graft-versus-host disease (GVHD). GVHD is a common complication of a transplant from an unrelated donor.   

Things to keep in mind about infections:
·        Most infections happen in the first 100 days after transplant, but they remain a risk as long as your immune system is weak. 
·        Infections can be very serious and even life-threatening in some cases, so your transplant team will watch you closely for signs of infections. 
·        You will receive medications to reduce your risk of infections. 
·        You and your caregiver’s awareness of the symptoms and signs of infection are the first and most important line of defense against serious and life-threatening infections after you leave the hospital. If you have any signs of an infection, for example a fever, tell your transplant team right away. It is important to treat infections quickly.

After a transplant, your immune system will not be at full strength, even after one to two years. You may still need to take anti-infection drugs. Patients who get GVHD may have weak immune systems for even longer because of the medicines used to treat GVHD.

Acute graft-versus-host disease: Graft-versus-host disease (GVHD) is a common complication after an allogeneic transplant, a transplant in which cells from a family member, unrelated donor or cord blood unit are used. In GVHD, the immune cells from the donated marrow or cord blood (the graft) attack the body of the transplant patient (the host).
GVHD that appears in the first 100 days after transplant is called acute GVHD. When GVHD occurs later, it is called chronic GVHD.

Certainly from everything I am hearing I will need to exercise extreme patience through this process. I will do everything I can to keep myself active with the goal of avoiding being bored. The key will be to keep my spirits up. With all the support I have available to me, I am sure this is something I will be able to do. 

 “… As for that in the good soil, they are those who, hearing the word, hold it fast in an honest and good heart, and bear fruit with patience.” (Jesus speaking in the parable of the sower)
Luke 8:15 

More to come…


Thursday, November 28, 2013

Happy Thanksgiving

11/28/13 – Yesterday I was up at the crack of dawn to start preparing for my big transplant day. I guess the process of preparing the stem cells took a little longer than I thought it would be because the infusion of the stem cell started at 3:05PM. By 4:00PM it was done. During the infusion I seemed to handle everything well but once it was done I did have the chills pretty bad. In addition, I am extremely tired. The nurses told me that this is to be expected that I will be like this for a few days. Also, I have no appetite whatsoever.

With today being Thanksgiving, my wife and daughters will be coming to the hospital with some holiday foods. I’ll try my best to taste what they bring but I have to be careful I do not cause myself to have an upset stomach. I am sure no matter what I eat that this will be a great day. Anytime you are with the people you love it’s a great day.

I truly have so much to be thankful for. I have the best family ever, fantastic friends and so many people who care for me. Also, I have this new exciting opportunity with my stem cell transplant.

Praise the LORD. Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever.
Psalm 106:1 

More to come…


Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Transplant Day – Take 2

11/27/13 – One of the nurses came into my room early to wish me an early “Happy Birthday”. I said “Happy Birthday?” and she responded sure, today is your Transplant Day and many patients use it as their new birthday.

As cool as that sounds, I love my birthday. I was born on March 17th which is St. Patrick’s Day. That is one on the best party days of the year. There is no way I am giving up that day….. BUT, I am completely cool with adding another celebration day to my calendar. My family and I actually celebrate the day I was diagnosed with Mantle Cell Lymphoma. We wanted to turn something bad into something great so we always do something special on that day.

So, you bet I will add today as a new day to celebrate because I truly understand the reason why one would use their transplant date as a birthday. It is all about renewing life, giving someone like me another chance to live a full, healthy life. The awesome people who are willing to donate their bone marrow/stem cells are certainly people of great compassion, charity and kindness. I cannot thank my donor enough for his willingness to help someone he does not know. Maybe someday I will be able to thank him personally.

Every day is a gift and should be celebrated.

“Clap your hands, all peoples! Shout to God with loud songs of joy!”
Psalms 47:1 

More to come…


Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Transplant Day DELAYED

11/26/13 – It always interested me on the whole logistics on how the donor’s stems cells are moved across the country, world or wherever they come from. Well I learned a little bit about it today. The stem cells will not arrive in Hackensack, NJ until later tonight, probably due to some bad weather. This means that my stem cell transplant will now happen tomorrow.

It reminds me of the old Woody Allen quote: “If you want to make God laugh, tell him about your plans.” 

"Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer." 
Romans 12:12

More to come…

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Transplant Day

11/26/13 – I must say that I didn't sleep that well last night. It is probably due to the combination of anxiety, excitement, and the million other things that were going through my brain in anticipation for my Stem Cell Transplant that I will get today.

Yesterday I did get my doses of ATG and Rituximab with a whole bunch of pre-meds. 

With all of that I did have a chance to play my guitar and even put on a small ad hoc concert for some of my nurses… which was a blast. This brings me back to an old thought about living in the moment. Often in things like cancer treatment you hear people tell you to take things a day at a time, but in truth it is a moment at a time. Enjoy the moment!

I still do not know what time my transplant will be. I have heard that there will be a total of 5 allo transplants today so I guess it depends where I fall on the schedule. In truth the process is very simple. It is like getting a blood or platelet infusion. They just have to watch me to make sure I do not have a bad reaction to it. The expectation is that I will take in well and sleep the rest of the day away.

I do feel good and positive and I have my full trust in the healing powers of God. 
Today will be a good day.

Here is a link to a great song by Jeremy Camp called "Carried Me". Enjoy!

Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.”

Monday, November 25, 2013

T Minus 1 Day Til' Transplant

11/25/13 – With my second day of getting ATG I hit a bit of brick wall. It was probably the combination of the ATG and the Benadryl that really exhausted me.

Today I get my last dose of ATG and a dose of Rituximab. Being they both have Benadryl as part of the pre-meds I guess I will have another sleepy day.

Another huge part of today is that this is the day that the donor will be donating his stem cells. I do not know much about that wonderfully generous person, hopefully someday I will. What I do know is that the donor is a white male, who is 35 years old and has either lives or had lived in Europe. He is an 8 out of 10 match with the mismatches not being in areas of big concern.

I am just so grateful to my donor, and for that matter, anyone who is willing to help others with whatever they need. This generosity reminds me of a fantastic song my Matt Maher “Hold Us Together”. Here is a link to it, enjoy! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ut0ENzQcjrM

Then the King will say, ‘For sure, I tell you, because you did it to one of the least of My brothers, you have done it to Me.’
Matthew 25:40-45


Sunday, November 24, 2013

T Minus 2 Days Til' Transplant

11/24/13 – So, I was really a trooper with the ATG infusion. I handled it great. I was a little tired from the premeds (Benadryl knocks me out every time). Today I will get an increased dose of the ATG and the Tacrolimus will begin. I am done with getting the Fludarabine and the Cyclophosphamide as of last night’s doses.

I am doing excellent with my exercising, I walked over 2 miles yesterday and already have logged a mile for today. I have been putting on weight at about 5 pounds per day. This is caused by all the fluids I am getting through my IV. It kind of reminds me of the Willy Wonka movie when the girl gets overloaded with grape juice and needed to be de-juiced.

Again, I want to stress that I feel well and that I am ready for my big day on Tuesday when I will have the transplant. I am truly feeling very peaceful.

The LORD gives strength to his people; the LORD blesses his people with peace.


Saturday, November 23, 2013

T Minus 3 Days Til' Transplant

11/23/13 – Yesterday went great. I actually got to play my guitar, walked about 2 miles around the nurses station (22 laps makes a mile). I really haven’t had any effects from the last couple days of chemo. I had visitors of my wife, Sue and daughter, Alli. Today they will be back and also my other daughter Jill will be joining us.

The plan for the day is to get my doses of Fludarabine and Cyclophosphamide. In addition I will also get ATG. Tomorrow I will get another dose of ATG and start with Tacrolimus.

WOW these are some big words. Let me help by giving some brief descriptions.

  • ATG is an infusion of horse or rabbit-derived antibodies against human T cells, which is used in the Gee I wonder prevention and treatment of acute rejection in organ transplantation and therapy of aplastic anemia. Gee, I wonder if I am going to start craving raw carrots.
  • Cyclophosphamide is a drug that is used primarily for treating several types of cancer. In order to work, cyclophosphamide first is converted by the liver into two chemicals, acrolein and phosphoramide. Acrolein and phosphoramide are the active compounds, and they slow the growth of cancer cells by interfering with the actions of deoxyribonucleic acid (DNA) within the cancerous cells. In addition to slowing the growth of cancerous cells, cyclophosphamide also suppresses the immune system and is referred to as immunosuppressive.
  • Fludarabine or fludarabine phosphate (Fludara) is a chemotherapy drug used in the treatment of hematological malignancies (cancers of blood cells such as leukemias and lymphomas). It is a purine analog, which interferes with DNA synthesis.
  • Methotrexate, abbreviated MTX and formerly known as amethopterin, is an antimetabolite and antifolate drug. It is used in treatment of cancer, autoimmune diseases, ectopic pregnancy, and for the induction of medical abortions. It acts by inhibiting the metabolism of folic acid. I will start taking this after the transplant.
  • Rituximab (trade names Rituxan and MabThera) is a chimeric monoclonal antibody against the protein CD20, which is primarily found on the surface of immune system B cells. Rituximab destroys B cells and is therefore used to treat diseases which are characterized by excessive numbers of B cells, overactive B cells, or dysfunctional B cells. This includes many lymphomas, leukemia, transplant rejection, and autoimmune disorders.
  • Tacrolimus is an immunosuppressive drug that is mainly used with allogeneic transplants to reduce the activity of the patient's immune system and so lower the risk of rejection. 

 I just have to thank God every day for all the blessings in my life, my wonderful loving wife, the best daughters any one could wish for and so many great family and friends.

And I guess I need to thanks our animal friends, after all some rabbit or horse has “donated” the key components for the ATG I will get today.

And God created great whales, and every living creature that moveth, which the waters brought forth abundantly, after their kind, and every winged fowl after his kind: and God saw that [it was] good.


Friday, November 22, 2013

T Minus 4 Days Til' Transplant

11/22/13 – So I did make it into the hospital last night. I was in my room at about 7PM. To keep things on track I settled in quickly, was given some pre-chemo drugs followed by IV doses of Fludarabine and Cyclophosphamide. I will get both of these again today.

So far I am feeling fine. The nurses here on the transplant floor (9th Floor, Pavilion East) of Hackensack University Medical Center are simply awesome. And as far as it goes with Dr. Rowley, the more I see him the more I like him. Also his team is just great.

I did decide to bring a small travel guitar. I have already had it out to help time pass. I think this was a good move.

I had a few visitors from the hospital staff. The nutritionist stopped by to review how they work. Being an old pro here, I am very familiar with how this works. My personal eating challenge centers more on smells versus the taste of the food. As soon as I pick up a bad smell I lose my appetite. The one smell that gets me is the smell of plastic. The food is typically transported to the rooms in a plastic serving dish with a cover. When the cover is removed, the first smell that is released is the hot plastic. After explaining this to the nutritionist she said I could request that my food be wrapped in aluminum foil. This will help me a lot. It just shows you how accommodating they are here.

I also met with one of the resident Catholic Priests. He offered to help me in any way that I need. He gave me the televised mass schedule and will be stopping by periodically to bring me Communion.

On a personal note… Both my daughters (Jill and Alli) have made the cast of the 2014 tour of “Bring it On – The Musical” which will travel throughout the US and some parts of Asia (mostly Japan). I am so proud of them. Their tour schedule has them in New Jersey (my home state) in May of 2014. I am thinking I can make this. This is certainly something I will shoot for.

O come, let us sing unto the LORD: let us make a joyful noise to the rock of our salvation.
Psalms 95:1 


Thursday, November 21, 2013

T Minus 5 Days Til' Transplant

11/21/13 - Yesterday I had my triple lumen installed. It was a very quick procedure that left me with 3 tubes sticking out of my right shoulder. After a few hours I already forgot it was there. This should go a long way in saving my veins while I am in the hospital.

Speaking of the hospital, I get admitted today. I just have to wait for the hospital to contact me that they have a bed available for me. I will start chemo today when I get to the hospital

In a strange kind of way my biggest concern is keeping myself from being bored for the time (about a month) I am in the hospital. I am very confident that all the medical stuff will go great with the wonderful team of doctors I have. To keep myself occupied I will bring a computer and ipad and I am still debating with myself on if I should bring my travel guitar with me. I do remember from when I went through chemo last time (in 2008) that playing the guitar kept my fingers from experiencing neuropathy. This may be a medical study I need to pursue in the future.  

Similar to last time, I have been asked to bring workout cloths. Keeping me active during my stay in the hospital is considered a critical part of getting me on the path to good health.

So I guess my new journey really starts today. I am feeling very positive and exciting that this will lead me to getting my life back.

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

T Minus 13 Days Til' Transplant

11/13/13 - What a difference a day makes. I am really feel so much better. If you could believe it, I ever feel like I have more energy than I did before my fevers.

Today I had my dose of Rutuxan as an out patient. The does was proceeded by a dose of Benadryl. Boy does that stuff knock you out. I pretty much slept through the entire Rutuxan infusion. 

I am still feeling great, just a little drowsy. 

Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 

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Tuesday, November 12, 2013

The Long and Winding Road... begins

As I said with my last post, my transplant was moving forward. An unrelated near match has been identified, contracted and has agreed to be the donor. The match is a near match (8 of 10) but the areas of mismatch are not one that are of concern for my doctors. We have come up with a plan that we are in the process of executing one thing at a time. One of the early tasks was to get dental clearance. 

11/1/13 – At my dental clearance appointment I was found have two teeth in question. One that possibly needed to be pulled.  I was able to get an appointment with an oral surgeon on 11/4.

11/4/13 – at the appointment with my oral surgeon it was decided that the tooth needed to be pulled. After consulting my oncologists and transplant doctors, the oral surgeon was given to go ahead to pull the tooth. This ended up being the correct decision being a fairly large infection was found at the root of the tooth. Also on 11/4 I went back to my dentist and had a tooth filled.

11/5/13 - I had my visit with Dr. Feldman of the The John Theurer Cancer Center with I continue to receive positive results. I was given the OK the begin cycle 12 on Ibrutinib.

11/6/13 – I went to work and had a fairly normal day but at the day went on I began to feel like I had the chills and had a bit of a headache.

11/7/13 – At around 2:00 AM my wife noticed I had been sweating heavily. She took my temperature and it was 103.7. She immediately called The John Theurer Cancer Center. She was told to give me Tylenol and if my temp didn’t come down to bring me to the emergency room at Hackensack University Medical Center. The Tylenol worked. I went to my family doctor, Dr. Eric Hansen and he gave me a thorough exam and put me on a stronger antibiotic. In addition he ordered a chest x-ray and blood tests. We had the x-ray right away (which came back clear) but were not able to get the blood test done being we had to head off the Hackensack to meeting with Dr. Rowley, my transplant doctor, to review a number of things for the transplant. Knowing about the fevers, Dr. Rowley made sure all the blood tests were completed plus he had some additional tests run(all test were negative). When I left Dr. Rowley my temp was normal but I did feel like I have the chills.

11/8/13 – At around 12:30 AM, my chills had gotten worse. My temp was 103.3. My wife called the Cancer was told to bring me to the emergency room. The emergency room again put me through a battery of test and I was official admitted into the hospital a few hours later. I was put on broad span IV antibiotics. Dr. Goy came to visit me in my room to examine me. He ordered a CT of my head (which came back negative).

11/9/13 – The trend of having a high fever in the early AM continued. At about 2:00 AM my temp was 103.3. I was given Tylenol and it brought my fever down. I went for a PET scan in the late morning, I was feeling pretty good. When I returned my fever was normal. Over the next few hours I remained that way. At 10:00 PM my temp was 98.9.

11/10/13 - I was wondering what my temp would be at 2:00 AM. Well, 2:00 came and went but I slept right through it. I guess the nurses didn’t want to awake me. At 4:00, the time when they come and take my blood, I had asked for my temperature to be taken. It was 102.7. Not 103… but not what I wanted to hear. I had a good day. As the night nurses are coming into work I am taking a pool as to what my temperature will be at 2:00 AM. By the way… the nurses here at Hackensack University Medical Center are awesome.

11/11/13 – My temp was 99.0 at 2:00 AM. This was great news. I felt strong all day. When I met with Dr. Mateo he said I should be able to go tomorrow.

11/12/13 – My Temp was 99.0 again at 2:00 AM and 98.4 at 7:00 AM. And truly am ready to go home today. I think this storm has past. Hopefully this is not a sign of things to come. Maybe it was God’s way of putting me through some marathon training as my transplant approaches.

Did the dental work have something to do with the fevers? I don’t think we were able to prove that one way or the other. It does make sense that if an infected tooth is pulled that maybe the infection could get into your system. I guess the lesson learned here is that next time to prepare for a transplant I will not take the dental piece so lightly and get it covered much more in advance.

So what does this all mean from the prospective of my transplant? How does it impact my transplant? Maybe not at all. At this point all our plans for transplant are still on. The plan is:
11/13/13 – Receive Rutuxan as out patient
11/18/13 – I go to a transplant class
11/20/13 – Catheter installed
11/21/13 – I’m admitted into the hospital for chemo
11/25/13 – The donor makes the donation
11/26/13 – The stem cell transplant happens

So my new journey has begun. I look forward to telling you about it.  

No evil shall be allowed to befall you, no plague come near your tent. For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways. On their hands they will bear you up, lest you strike your foot against a stone.
Psalm 91:10-12 

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