Friday, November 29, 2013

Like a New Born Baby

11/29/13 – I am trying to ask as many questions of my doctors so I can have a better idea what is ahead of me. Yesterday when I asked one of the doctors he said: “You are like a new born baby, you have no immune system and you have to give it time to develop.” It seems that once the stem cells are infused in takes about 14 days for them to find their way to where they need to go.

Speaking to another doctor I was told that my white cell counts will go down before they start to rise. A little at a time my counts will start to increase but this is not something that happens overnight. Once I hit 100 days after the transplant the expectation is that I should begin to see some stability with my new immune system… but that is by no means the end. I will still need to be monitored to make sure I am not running into issues like graft versus host disease.

To find more information on the process I logged onto BETHEMATCH.org Here is some interesting information I found:

Early recovery: Days 30-100: This can be a time of transition in your recovery. You will probably be leaving the hospital though you will still receive frequent outpatient care at your transplant center. Your transplant team will continue to care for you and watch you closely for infections and other problems.
After your new cells engraft (begin to grow and create new blood cells for your body), your blood cell counts will begin to improve and your immune system will become stronger. This can be a time of transition in your recovery. You will probably be leaving the hospital though you will still receive frequent outpatient care at your transplant center.
You will, however, still be weaker than normal for many months. The risk for complications from the transplant is highest during the first 100 days after your transplant. Your transplant team will continue to care for you and watch you closely for infections and other problems. They will also give you guidelines to follow to help prevent infections. If you have any symptoms, you should contact your doctor right away.

After leaving the hospital: Sometime during the first 100 days, after you have engrafted and you’re able to take oral medications, you will probably be able to leave the hospital and receive your care as an outpatient. You will play an important role in your own health care. When you leave the hospital, you will need to:
·        Closely follow guidelines to reduce the risk of life-threatening infections and other complications.
·        Take all of your medications exactly as prescribed.
·        Eat healthfully. Follow your medical team’s instructions for safe eating and food handling. This will help you reduce your infection risk and regain your strength. 
·        Call your doctor right away if you have any symptoms or signs of infection.
Each patient will have a different experience transitioning to outpatient care. For some patients the transition is smooth while many others may experience symptoms, side effects, or complications that require re-entry into the hospital. It is common for patients to re-enter the hospital to be treated for symptoms and side effects after transplant. Of course, not all patients need to re-enter the hospital.
In your first weeks or months after you leave the hospital, you will go to the outpatient clinic often, perhaps even daily, for care. If you travel to a transplant center far from home, expect to stay near your transplant center for treatment for at least the first 100 days and until any complications are resolved.
Since you’re going to be very tired post-transplant, your caregiver will be looking after your daily needs.

Here are some things you can do to rebuild your health and strength:
·        Get enough rest. You will be tired because your body will be working hard to recover from the intense treatment you received during your transplant.
·        Get some exercise every day, as you are able. Many people who have had a transplant say it helped them to get up and walk each day, even if they could only walk a short distance. Over time your strength will grow and you will be able to do more.
·        Be patient with yourself and with the time it may take for your body to heal.

After your transplant, your immune system will be very weak. This is caused both by the preparative regimen you received before your transplant and by the drugs taken after your transplant, such as those used to prevent a complication called graft-versus-host disease (GVHD). GVHD is a common complication of a transplant from an unrelated donor.   

Things to keep in mind about infections:
·        Most infections happen in the first 100 days after transplant, but they remain a risk as long as your immune system is weak. 
·        Infections can be very serious and even life-threatening in some cases, so your transplant team will watch you closely for signs of infections. 
·        You will receive medications to reduce your risk of infections. 
·        You and your caregiver’s awareness of the symptoms and signs of infection are the first and most important line of defense against serious and life-threatening infections after you leave the hospital. If you have any signs of an infection, for example a fever, tell your transplant team right away. It is important to treat infections quickly.

After a transplant, your immune system will not be at full strength, even after one to two years. You may still need to take anti-infection drugs. Patients who get GVHD may have weak immune systems for even longer because of the medicines used to treat GVHD.

Acute graft-versus-host disease: Graft-versus-host disease (GVHD) is a common complication after an allogeneic transplant, a transplant in which cells from a family member, unrelated donor or cord blood unit are used. In GVHD, the immune cells from the donated marrow or cord blood (the graft) attack the body of the transplant patient (the host).
GVHD that appears in the first 100 days after transplant is called acute GVHD. When GVHD occurs later, it is called chronic GVHD.

Certainly from everything I am hearing I will need to exercise extreme patience through this process. I will do everything I can to keep myself active with the goal of avoiding being bored. The key will be to keep my spirits up. With all the support I have available to me, I am sure this is something I will be able to do. 

 “… As for that in the good soil, they are those who, hearing the word, hold it fast in an honest and good heart, and bear fruit with patience.” (Jesus speaking in the parable of the sower)
Luke 8:15 

More to come…


Thursday, November 28, 2013

Happy Thanksgiving

11/28/13 – Yesterday I was up at the crack of dawn to start preparing for my big transplant day. I guess the process of preparing the stem cells took a little longer than I thought it would be because the infusion of the stem cell started at 3:05PM. By 4:00PM it was done. During the infusion I seemed to handle everything well but once it was done I did have the chills pretty bad. In addition, I am extremely tired. The nurses told me that this is to be expected that I will be like this for a few days. Also, I have no appetite whatsoever.

With today being Thanksgiving, my wife and daughters will be coming to the hospital with some holiday foods. I’ll try my best to taste what they bring but I have to be careful I do not cause myself to have an upset stomach. I am sure no matter what I eat that this will be a great day. Anytime you are with the people you love it’s a great day.

I truly have so much to be thankful for. I have the best family ever, fantastic friends and so many people who care for me. Also, I have this new exciting opportunity with my stem cell transplant.

Praise the LORD. Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever.
Psalm 106:1 

More to come…


Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Transplant Day – Take 2

11/27/13 – One of the nurses came into my room early to wish me an early “Happy Birthday”. I said “Happy Birthday?” and she responded sure, today is your Transplant Day and many patients use it as their new birthday.

As cool as that sounds, I love my birthday. I was born on March 17th which is St. Patrick’s Day. That is one on the best party days of the year. There is no way I am giving up that day….. BUT, I am completely cool with adding another celebration day to my calendar. My family and I actually celebrate the day I was diagnosed with Mantle Cell Lymphoma. We wanted to turn something bad into something great so we always do something special on that day.

So, you bet I will add today as a new day to celebrate because I truly understand the reason why one would use their transplant date as a birthday. It is all about renewing life, giving someone like me another chance to live a full, healthy life. The awesome people who are willing to donate their bone marrow/stem cells are certainly people of great compassion, charity and kindness. I cannot thank my donor enough for his willingness to help someone he does not know. Maybe someday I will be able to thank him personally.

Every day is a gift and should be celebrated.

“Clap your hands, all peoples! Shout to God with loud songs of joy!”
Psalms 47:1 

More to come…


Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Transplant Day DELAYED

11/26/13 – It always interested me on the whole logistics on how the donor’s stems cells are moved across the country, world or wherever they come from. Well I learned a little bit about it today. The stem cells will not arrive in Hackensack, NJ until later tonight, probably due to some bad weather. This means that my stem cell transplant will now happen tomorrow.

It reminds me of the old Woody Allen quote: “If you want to make God laugh, tell him about your plans.” 

"Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer." 
Romans 12:12

More to come…

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Transplant Day

11/26/13 – I must say that I didn't sleep that well last night. It is probably due to the combination of anxiety, excitement, and the million other things that were going through my brain in anticipation for my Stem Cell Transplant that I will get today.

Yesterday I did get my doses of ATG and Rituximab with a whole bunch of pre-meds. 

With all of that I did have a chance to play my guitar and even put on a small ad hoc concert for some of my nurses… which was a blast. This brings me back to an old thought about living in the moment. Often in things like cancer treatment you hear people tell you to take things a day at a time, but in truth it is a moment at a time. Enjoy the moment!

I still do not know what time my transplant will be. I have heard that there will be a total of 5 allo transplants today so I guess it depends where I fall on the schedule. In truth the process is very simple. It is like getting a blood or platelet infusion. They just have to watch me to make sure I do not have a bad reaction to it. The expectation is that I will take in well and sleep the rest of the day away.

I do feel good and positive and I have my full trust in the healing powers of God. 
Today will be a good day.

Here is a link to a great song by Jeremy Camp called "Carried Me". Enjoy!

Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.”

Monday, November 25, 2013

T Minus 1 Day Til' Transplant

11/25/13 – With my second day of getting ATG I hit a bit of brick wall. It was probably the combination of the ATG and the Benadryl that really exhausted me.

Today I get my last dose of ATG and a dose of Rituximab. Being they both have Benadryl as part of the pre-meds I guess I will have another sleepy day.

Another huge part of today is that this is the day that the donor will be donating his stem cells. I do not know much about that wonderfully generous person, hopefully someday I will. What I do know is that the donor is a white male, who is 35 years old and has either lives or had lived in Europe. He is an 8 out of 10 match with the mismatches not being in areas of big concern.

I am just so grateful to my donor, and for that matter, anyone who is willing to help others with whatever they need. This generosity reminds me of a fantastic song my Matt Maher “Hold Us Together”. Here is a link to it, enjoy! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ut0ENzQcjrM

Then the King will say, ‘For sure, I tell you, because you did it to one of the least of My brothers, you have done it to Me.’
Matthew 25:40-45


Sunday, November 24, 2013

T Minus 2 Days Til' Transplant

11/24/13 – So, I was really a trooper with the ATG infusion. I handled it great. I was a little tired from the premeds (Benadryl knocks me out every time). Today I will get an increased dose of the ATG and the Tacrolimus will begin. I am done with getting the Fludarabine and the Cyclophosphamide as of last night’s doses.

I am doing excellent with my exercising, I walked over 2 miles yesterday and already have logged a mile for today. I have been putting on weight at about 5 pounds per day. This is caused by all the fluids I am getting through my IV. It kind of reminds me of the Willy Wonka movie when the girl gets overloaded with grape juice and needed to be de-juiced.

Again, I want to stress that I feel well and that I am ready for my big day on Tuesday when I will have the transplant. I am truly feeling very peaceful.

The LORD gives strength to his people; the LORD blesses his people with peace.